A story, A path.

Years ago, a boy went into a college of automotive~ yup, to study everything about cars, engine, automotive computer networking, and so~ During his first week there, his classmate asked him “Hey friend~ so you like cars?” “Nope” he replied. “Then why are you taking this course?” the classmate curiously asked. Boy thought for awhile and he then said “Hmmm, it’s part of my plan~ haha”

Right after his Diploma in automotive technology, the boy went to UK, a place called Hertfordshire to get himself a diploma in Motorsport Technology. His roommate asked him “Hey kid, so you’re interested in stuffs about car?” “Nope” again he replied. With a simple smile on his face, he said “I got my own plans”

After he came back from Hertfordshire, the boy went to work at a workshop for some experience. The boss asked him “Young man, you don’t have a mechanic look to me. You look more like someone that would rather sit inside the office with air-conditioner than working mad like this. But still you’re one. Guess it’s because you’re passionate in cars eh?” “Nope, I don’t like cars. It’s part of my plan. I know what am I doing” he answered.

The boy then went back to college to get himself a Diploma in Automotive Engineering. Yep, he finished the course. Just waiting for his internship as one final step for his last diploma. His mom asked him~ “Son, so do you like cars now?” “Huh? Haha~ not even close. But my plan is going smooth~” he replied that with a smile again.



***That’s Thomas~ And yup~ I’m a man with plans~ HAHA~

去满足我所渴求的~

我也差不多该去忙我的事了~

我是个渴求经验和力量的人~ 我想要懂得更多，我想要拥有更好的。


也许接下来我会变得很忙~没必要的事情，大概也不会去做吧~ 除非是爱人呼唤我吧~哈哈~


接下来这段时间里，也许再忙也想送Cal 的机呀~ 如果她会离开的话，真想送着她走，看着她离开呢~ 也许以后大家回来时，会落在不同的时间，或许不同的世界。但到时我会去寻找，向前或退后尝试去找能找到你的路线。再看看前方又会是如何~反正我还有时间~也许到时候时间还会多得反而还要去等呢？谁知道呢？或许还要去等待。。。
简单地说，到时才算啦~哈哈~


我会去学习我想知道的，提高自己的层次。想爬更高~ 我想比爸跟强~ 有成绩之后，我会回来~

Kindda Like A love experience so far. Chp (2/3)

Calviny -


Now here’s a story to tell~ this one is kindda long~ so i'll write it out parts by parts slowly according to my memories. Here's part 1~ haha~ let’s see.., it all started some time ago. A few years back, 4+- perhaps.


Part 1
The First Sight


***Damn, another hot day, another exhausting day to walk home~ it’s like the sun’s goanna fry me. Gotta rush home and get to work on time… Man~ life~

Hey, it’s that girl again~ walking home again eh? Always seeing her walking home alone. Is she a loner or what? Ah~ who cares~ But she sure is such a tough girl man~ why can’t she just get someone to fetch her home? Woooaae~~ hold on.., look at her.., hmmm.., she’s actually kindda cute isn’t she eh? Simple and nice~ Don’t you think so Tom? Perhaps I’ll go talk to her some day. How should I start the conversation? How about “Hi~”? Nope~ that's a stupid way to start. Errr.., Why not “Hey~ hello~ it's you again~ nice to meet you” Nononono~ that sounds like i'm some kind of psychotic Uncle trying to cheat a young girl~ Let's see... “Yeo~ hot day eh?” HAHAHA! Bet she'll think that i'm some kind of idiot~ Ahhhh~~ shut up~~~ pretty faces will only kill you some day~ Haha~ Just go home man~

Kindda Like A love experience so far. Chp(1/3)

I got three of them to tell~ But here's the 1st one~

Sook Yee-

**She said sorry Thomas I can’t love a guy with another girl in his eyes. There’s only her inside your mind. You’ve said “not now” then when is right? You always ask me why can’t I be abit like this, and a little more like that. Stop comparing me with that girl. You can’t even say the word “I love you” to me unless you lie. Sorry, I can’t satisfy you for who I am. What am I to you? see, you can't tell right?**

Her last word to me... "I don't wanna see you nor talk to you ever again" she turns and left my car..




>>I’m sorry I’m not a guy which is pure enough for you. You’re right, I’m superstitious sometimes. Or should I say all the time. But it's kindda like a way which I believe. Can't really change in that. And Yah, I got the answers for you now. Why didn’t I say I love you? Cause I “like” you. But not the word “Love” in our story. Perhaps love in the term of friendship~ ah, then that’s acceptable.
When is the right time eh? Think about it, we both like to joke a lot~ and talk a lot of crap~ who cares? as long as it’s funny~ We do enjoy talking with each other. Don’t you? Cause I know I do. Haha, that’s right, There’s always the right time for us to be together. But just not as a pair of couples. That does’t mean that I don’t care~ Hell ya you’re important to me. That’s why I share my stories with you. I know you hated me a lot right now… guess I’m able to understand why. But I do hope that you’ll turn back and simply just say Hi to me someday.

Then there's a way~

Yup~ guess there's roughly 26 days left. But I think that's enough time for me to finish a mission so called "Sorry dudes, I do love you guys~" =]

Nope~ I'm not a good guy~ As I'm always bad~ haha~
But if you dare to close ur eyes, hold my hands and just try to walk with me like you don't know what's inside me~ I bet it could be kindda smooth~ And I'll try to do my best too. I'm happy that Max did that. And he gets to learn my wild dog side.

***"A wild dog does protect it's pack"*** =]

To be kind to them eh? Bet they'll say that i'm up to something else~ Yah Fuck but I've said that i'll try~ to be a better friend~ not to say that i'm right~ but i guess that's more or less what Lord Jesus would like to see me do. I didnt say that i'm 100% right k~ I'm just guessing... ok then... make it 42%~ perhaps 46~haha =]

也许我会慢慢想~

她什么都没说就消失了。人当然还在呀，但就像想把我丢掉了。这些，我并不在意。那我还在意什么呢？对，我在意她没给我一句最后的答案。。。留下一段没有结局的故事，就那么走掉了。

没有你，我就不想做人？ 才不会啦~ 我依然还是我自己~ 但你的影子还会常出现我眼里。
失去了你，我活不下去？并没有吧~ 但在我的歌声中总会有你。

总会毫无原因地想起你~

总会想想自己何时走到来了这里。。。=]